*the correct book title in reference is "Dream Big, Little One" instead of the source "Little Leaders" (both by Vashti Harrison)
I AM LIVING WILL: play RƎCKONƎR 2.2.22 follows Portrait of a Dancer on Fire o1.18.22 (fourteen+ days later). This is the final precursor to my official living/will in progress in the state of New York. For sometime thru this pandemic, since gasping for breath *alone in the community of Bedstuy, Brooklyn New York, my LIVING/WILL has been at the forefront of my determination to recover what's left; to assemble and salvage a life to be lived in the time left. This site serves as my will; a map of every piece to finish, every song to design, and every kiss to complete with the time left.
The thirty-minute and forty-three seconds spoken flow arose after a six hour solo with "River" by Ibeyi.
*the asterisk is the light of jumatatu m. poe whose voice helped guide me thru critical condition. without jumatatu...I can't imagine it. threaded here is jumatatu's light that I hold undeniable love for and loyalty to; whose words i feel at peace etched on my stone: "let me love you, let me be"
Below is a rubix of the first reckoning...
queer adventures soon come
spirits, the art that has saved me over and over again, the making of everlasting love in what you create because it's a responsibility...
cảm ơn salamat po beyond the malecón of mi corazón.